dreary day :(

ok. it works. and i can see the words now, which i couldn't do before. all is good.

it is a NASTY day outside. we need rain but i don't like it. allie doesn't either. she won't go outside when it rains. diva.

sooo... i used to blog all the time. freshman/sophomore year of college i would blog everything. it was fun until i started getting cyber stalked and kept getting weird comments from weird people. so i stopped. that, and it stopped being fun. then i started a xanga earlier this year, but i lost interest.

BUT. i decided that i needed to blog now. i am currently planning a wedding... and i think i want to remember this! at least i hope i will. there isn't much to say about it at the moment. we have picked a date, and a city (we think) but that's about it. when your wedding is 19 months away, there isn't too much rush to plan. that, and i have been... blessed... with a fiance that has absolutely no interest in the wedding. i'm pretty sure i could suggest getting married in iceland in january and he would keep his eyes firmly focused on his xbox game and say "whatever".

yep. wedding planning has done something for me already. it has made me hate the word "whatever". i hate apathy. but of course, when he does give his opinion we tend to disagree. so i'm not asking him anymore. i'll go with the whatever.

i thought i had found a dress. but i showed my mom and she said "ewwww". so back to the drawing board on that one. i also thought i had found bridesmaids dresses. but scott nixed the idea of a fall wedding. so i have to start over on that one too.

i don't have much else to say. i'm pretty sure the only firm decision that i've made is that i want to use calla lillies for the flowers. they're my favorite.

that's all for now.

xoxo-b