superstar

I'm watching britney: for the record. i never want to be famous. that looks exhausting.

i have 3 days of college class left as an undergrad. that's kindaaa crazy. especially when i don't know what i'm gonna do after graduation. it's like i should be stepping into a new chapter and moving on with things, but the only thing that is changing is that i won't go to school everyday anymore. i need a job. stupid economy. but at the same time... i feel like i'm trying to go in the right direction. i don't want to take a job just because it will pay my bills. i don't want to go down a path that i could get caught up in and not like. i know that i don't want to wake up in 5 or 10 years and wonder what i'm doing with my life and have to start over. i want to do it right this time around.

i'm really sleepy. i didn't sleep well last night. ick! i hate when i don't sleep like i should. it ruins my whole day.

23 days til christmas. 16 days til graduation. whoo!

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