Tuesday, December 16, 2008

no boy no cry

listening to bob marley makes me want to do drugs. just throwing that out there.

i want to go on vacation. i haven't been ANYWHERE since we got back from mexico in september. not even on a weekend trip. i get claustrophobic in this apartment. it's just so small.

i brought a bunch of stuff out to work on a project and i have done nothing. except make a mess, natch. maybe i'll get on that. after i finish my chips. chips come first.

i think allie is bored with me. she keeps getting up to come over here just to look at me and sigh. then she walks back across the room. diva.

oh yeah. i'm graduating thursday at 11am. WHOO! so early...



b

Monday, December 1, 2008

superstar

I'm watching britney: for the record. i never want to be famous. that looks exhausting.

i have 3 days of college class left as an undergrad. that's kindaaa crazy. especially when i don't know what i'm gonna do after graduation. it's like i should be stepping into a new chapter and moving on with things, but the only thing that is changing is that i won't go to school everyday anymore. i need a job. stupid economy. but at the same time... i feel like i'm trying to go in the right direction. i don't want to take a job just because it will pay my bills. i don't want to go down a path that i could get caught up in and not like. i know that i don't want to wake up in 5 or 10 years and wonder what i'm doing with my life and have to start over. i want to do it right this time around.

i'm really sleepy. i didn't sleep well last night. ick! i hate when i don't sleep like i should. it ruins my whole day.

23 days til christmas. 16 days til graduation. whoo!

b